When God gives us a gift we have to pursue just that. I prayed that God would allow me to find what I was good at. Years ago I didn't know I had a talent. Days I would get depressed, I didn't think I was good at anything. I thought I would be a housewife forever. Unfortunately my marriage came crumbling down. God knew I became co-dependent on my husband. I put so much faith in him instead of God. God is our provider not man. When my eyes was opened to my gift, I started to pursue it. I invested time and money, things moved very slow. At the time I had confidence that my business would blossom. While going through a divorce I had to leave my home. I became detached from my business. I started to feel like something was missing. I would have dreams of me mailing off orders and other signs that I should step back into pursuing the gift God gave me. Going through financially I had to find a job. My life was changing everyday. I was overwhelmed with the divorce process. My Ex husband at the time wanted custody of the children and child support. Things began to get nasty! I was going to sleep every night worry about him taking my children. I was living paycheck to paycheck. Still thinking to myself why have I abandon my gift. God will Peel things back so that you can hear from him. You want to walk in his will when you are stepping out on faith. No matter what you do you will be pushed back to your gift! Always remember your gifts will make room for you.
When God gives us a gift we have to pursue just that. I prayed that God would allow me to find what I was good at. Years ago I didn't know I had a talent. Days I would get depressed, I didn't think I was good at anything. I thought I would be a housewife forever. Unfortunately my marriage came crumbling down. God knew I became co-dependent on my husband. I put so much faith in him instead of God. God is our provider not man. When my eyes was opened to my gift, I started to pursue it. I invested time and money, things moved very slow. At the time I had confidence that my business would blossom. While going through a divorce I had to leave my home. I became detached from my business. I started to feel like something was missing. I would have dreams of me mailing off orders and other signs that I should step back into pursuing the gift God gave me. Going through financially I had to find a job. My life was changing everyday. I was overwhelmed with the divorce process. My Ex husband at the time wanted custody of the children and child support. Things began to get nasty! I was going to sleep every night worry about him taking my children. I was living paycheck to paycheck. Still thinking to myself why have I abandon my gift. God will Peel things back so that you can hear from him. You want to walk in his will when you are stepping out on faith. No matter what you do you will be pushed back to your gift! Always remember your gifts will make room for you.
I personally can relate to this post right now I’m living paycheck to paycheck I have a whole business I have put on hold. It’s there and I know God has given me a gift he wants me to use. Right now God is working on me and through me giving me the wisdom and knowledge I need to get back on track. A lot of things just started going wrong in my life at once! I’m glad it did, it has opened my eyes up in a lot of ways to see the beauty in what God has in store for me! He’s preparing us both for bigger and better things! Thanks for sharing your post!
ReplyDeleteAmen. I agree. It’s a humbling experience. God bless you!
DeleteThat's Deep. #🔥
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