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Dreamer


     I found out I was a dreamer 14 years ago. Sometimes it feels like a gift and a curse. My first dream experience I was 14 years old and it was a horrible experience. I went to sleep after a nose bleed my mother wanted me to stay home from school. As I dreamed I realized my mother in the dream didn’t return from dropping my brothers  off to school. Our home phone started to ring in the dream, it was the police calling to inform us of a accident. In real life the same time the phone was ringing  in the dream, my sister busted into the room screaming my mother didn’t wake up out of her sleep. I screamed to the top of my lungs I didn't know what I was experiencing. I rushed to my mothers  room she was not breathing. I tried to Perform CPR on her it  wasn’t successful. My nose started to bleed again, I started to panic. The ambulance came they were able to revive her. She was in a coma for two years and later passed June 17, 2007. After realizing I had a dream about my mother and it  happening I started to feel different emotions. I felt like nobody understood me or believed me. I felt  like a Outcast in my  family. The pain from losing my mother on top of not understanding why I was the one to dream of it happening left me with a lot of unanswered questions.
I dreamed of other things and eventually they happened. I learned that the enemy can send bad dreams and you have to learned how to dismiss them. When you have a negative dream, sometimes it can be a warning. I try not to speak them into Existence. Every dream is not from God.  Pray over your mind. When you wake up from a bad dream Immediately go into prayer. You don’t want to start your day off dwelling on a bad dream. It’s not easy being a dreamer. Just remember you have that gift for a reason.

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