Lashonda McNeil

     I found out I was a dreamer 14 years ago. Sometimes it feels like a gift and a curse. My first dream experience I was 14 years old and it was a horrible experience. I went to sleep after a nose bleed my mother wanted me to stay home from school. As I dreamed I realized my mother in the dream didn’t return from dropping my brothers  off to school. Our home phone started to ring in the dream, it was the police calling to inform us of a accident. In real life the same time the phone was ringing  in the dream, my sister busted into the room screaming my mother didn’t wake up out of her sleep. I screamed to the top of my lungs I didn't know what I was experiencing. I rushed to my mothers  room she was not breathing. I tried to Perform CPR on her it  wasn’t successful. My nose started to bleed again, I started to panic. The ambulance came they were able to revive her. She was in a coma for two years and later passed June 17, 2007. After realizing I had a dream about my mother and i

                 When God gives us a gift we have to pursue just that. I prayed that God would allow me to find what I was good at. Years ago I didn't know I had a talent. Days I would get depressed, I didn't think I was good at anything. I thought I would be a housewife forever. Unfortunately my marriage came crumbling down. God knew I became co-dependent on my husband. I put so much faith in him instead of God. God is our provider not man. When my eyes was opened to my gift, I started to pursue it. I invested time and money, things moved very slow. At the time I had confidence that my business would blossom. While going through a divorce I had to leave my home. I became detached  from my business. I started to feel like something was missing. I would have dreams of me mailing off orders and other signs that I should step back into pursuing the gift God gave me.  Going through financially I had to find a job. My life was changing everyday. I was overwhelmed with the divorce